hello.. haix.. this few days even though nothing happen but i feel very troubled.. i dunno why.. i just dun feel like doing anything that is related to school.. i only just wan to concentrate on the computer and with my friends..but there's still something i dun wan to do and i absolutely dun feel like doing.. but i know i cannot be like this for long.. but why.. i think some ppl are making a fool of me lorr.. i dunno it is i'm being suspicious or what.. or i think too much.. but if really so... i really dun like it.. >.< haha.. too serious le larr.. i dun wan to think anymore le.. just stop everything.. i'm not going to care about anything le.. but i have no choice now.. no reason for me not to do it.. but i'm being unwilling.. i dun feel like it.. so dun blame me if i do it not up to expectation.. cause i'm not the correct person to do all that.. i will try my best anyway.. but i really just wan to say is not what i volunteer to do.. so i dunno what will be the result.. haix.. dun care le dun care le..i will just do what i'm suppose to do.. thats all.. haix.. why me why me why me!!!!!????>.<